NEW YORK (AP) — Jennifer Hudson is talking publicly about the 2008 murders of her family for the first time. Hudson tells Glamour magazine it’s frustrating for someone who has never had that kind of loss talk to her about it. She wants to say, “Don’t even bother, because you know nothing.” Hudson’s former brother-in-law was convicted of killing her mother, brother and nephew. Hudson says, “You never know how much you can get through until you’re going through it.” Hudson says the best therapy was having her son, David, and she tells him all the time, “You saved my life.” Hudson plays the mother of a girl who is killed by a stray bullet in the upcoming Spike Lee film “Chiraq.”