(AP) — Panic At The Disco drummer Spencer Smith has left the band. Smith went public with his struggles with addiction in 2013 and took a break from the band. Now he writes on the Panic website he realizes he is not able to be there for Panic the way he wanted to be and the way they needed him to be. He says they could have kicked him out when his addictions took hold, but they encouraged him to get treatment. Smith says the thing he will miss most is the incredible moments between the band and the audience.